Joyfully (:
You lead me by the waters still
You lay me down to rest upon your faithfulness
My shepherd, simply take my hand
Your song restores my soul
For Your name, You make me whole
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me, I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
No shadow ever shall I fear
Your peace, my heart will k now
My cup it overflows
Your goodness chases after me
Your mercy and Your grace will be my dwelling place
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
I will sing from the mountain top
I will sing, I am overcome, I will sing making melodies
I will sing from the valley low
I will sing because of Your love I will sing
You're my King, I will sing
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
Joyfully, joyfully, joyfully
dailies
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
-6:34 PM
hahas school is getting more sickening. i just wanna get by over it and live till year end.40 more weeks to exams.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
-3:48 PM
ballet camp 24 - 26 june 2004
left at about 745 to meet yumei at sweet secrets. saw this malay gal carrying a luggage bag also going to marine parade. well when i alighted saw ym there already. that malay girl (shahidah) was ym's friend.haha then ym say go meet denise at playground... denise chng. God i was so excited. havent seen her a million years. so we went up to crestar for briefing. so we were in diffreent grp cos they under ms pang. butrt anyway we were together (grp a and b) when we went for outings. then went to sdt (singapore dance theatre) watch their classes. they were like so power lo.their point is soo beautiful. then me ym denise and shahidah were sitting right in front of this ang moh guy. he were his tights until like so... err transparent that u could almost see his*balls* they were so gross. i couldnt help.wehn i wanted to look at his foot, il'd slowly lookat the v part. (oops haha whats wrong with me) well then so i decided to look at the girls dance. but anyway the worst part was the grand battemante. the guy was like. his balls were... nvm they were so gross anyway. i was like giggling here and there. tsk. anyhway my butt hurted after the whole thing.then while we were walking out i was talking to ym bout thats guys balls. then we were so giggly bout them.under same situation lol. well then went back to crestar for the perfomance rehearsal. while i went to take a blood test cos seemms there was something wrong wit my thyroid. so i missed the dance and couldnt catch up. thanks to ym dc and sh i learn the top part. (which seemed robotic to you ppl. how cruude of you. haha) then afta that we went to sparkc at east coast.it was kinda cool. we did learn relaying for your fren ( weh nya rock climb) and we did rock climbing. nut no thanks to waiting for all of them, i was the last one to do it. then later the other girls say they want the teachers msfoo and mskok to compete, no choice. then 745 pm they say TIME TO EAT. so didnt get to do it. sry ym haha made youwait also for nothing. then dinner, then err went for night walk, as in walk along the beach. so windy at dark, loads of sea breeze. then went to play games. kinda fun la. too bad sha lost her torch there. haha,.then walk back to sparkc. bathed with them and.. sry ym again for making u wait for me to finish shower. lights out was at 1.15am. had a GREat sleep cos my leg was aching like helll, forgot to bring panadol. so i had to live with it. woke at 7, brush teeth, morning jog. we were like almost in front, then lagg, then front then lag again cos myleft side hurt , ym's had errpain in her stomach. so we lagg. haha then they u turned ran back.deadd. tired. changed in leotard and tights, went to crestar. dc's buddy was kathleen. shes like 11 or 12, and shes really cute. so small size. we sat right at the back, 5 of us. the class sucked man. especially since its just grp b, no ym and blah. it was so boring, the exercises really difficult. the plies were like shit. well then thankfully, stretching and toning we combined grps. hurray. so we 4 were right in front doing those painful-yet-good-for-us-exercises. my v hurts. still cant do a split. haha. then it was just so fun when we combine grps. cos i wold be so lonely. then lunch, and performance rehearsal, then went back to sparkc.then got challenge rope course, it was really scary, but very fun. i think ilike the ball one, and its like so cool, ym really so funny.lol. then lost my water bot, then wwnt o the tunnel maze. its the coolest thing we 4 think we had ever done. its like u go inside 4 huge containers, but they made levels in it, so you had do crawl and squeeze. very little space, and worst off, very dark.no light. ya they provided light sticks, 2 for each grp, with me, ym, sha, dc, kath and her fren jolynn. the plan was, 1st person to be in the line wld be ym, followed by denise, the 2 small ones and me and sha. sha's gotten a very strong personality, and the never-fear-anything attitude. haha i was so scared of being lastso she be one.well then funny thing, the first part is a very small square hole quite high up, i was like kinda stuck getting in. lol. really i was like laughing in the containers,and the first part hurted cos the floor was ragged..how to say... anyway it was like u have to crawl, cannot stood.the we climbed up, the up again, crawl a long time..hurty. finally then i think we went down this small tunnel.. then later we all slide down in to this place lol so funny! denise was going like" oww ow!" it was filled with all those mini soccer balls, then while we walk we kept falling! we were laughing and giggling then had to go up another steep place so me and sha again were behind. i kept like falling into the balls and laughing like mad. my shoe almost dropp. sha was like " hurry la.." lol really the whole thing was so funny. then went through humongous poles together, so we had to squeeze through all of them, in the dark. later had to climb through all those stuff u find at the big kiddy playground at pasir ris , near the themepark.then after crawling we had to knock 11 times on this door and the door will open. so we like knock 11 times, then when they opend, all of us were like taking in fresh air in awe. we were going "oooooh" cos it was so hot and stuuffy. lol really we were so excited, really very fun. had dinner, then later had performance rehearsal, all 103 of us dance. and our own grp dance. had a bath after that and went to sleep. thanks to ms lee, we didnt need to do morning jog, so cld wake at 8am that day i slept so well haha. then had the beach challenge, me and ym were busy scooping sand and water in the pail, loads of hardwork. then build sandcastles. ym's were perfect! haaha then we had lunch, and then games caps ball and soccer. us 4 were at the side doing nothing. so many ppl play, socrap and loads of grasshopper and spiders. later when we walk back i felt a greasshopper on my leg and freaked out, my shoe went flying and sha was laughing. tsk. darn grasshopper. from then on i had a nick grasshopper, no thanks to sha. thenperformance rehearsal. the dance is really cool but i havent learn finish, so i'ld like to learn it from feebs. then performance, mum and dad were there, dinner bbq and the last campfire, itwas so fun. initially it started to rain, then later it stopped (thank god) so we had great fun. i was so addict to the frog song. lemme give u the lyrics.partly denise teah me. its the one were candice kept on singing at the chalet. so cute.
ahray u no yo mah wah ri
pewwww.........
gako, gako geko piong, piong
hapalukay, hapalukay
gako geko piong
gako piong
geko piong
gako geko piong
gako gako ga, piong piong piong
geko geko ge, piong piong piong
gako piong, geko piong,
gako geko piong!
haha then really ym was thinking im crazy. lol. then went home. slept at 12 till 1 pm today.skool starting. -what a bummer. anyway i really had great fun at the camp. anyway said my last byes to sha and denise, next concert meet again, and bye to ym on monday. haha.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
-2:56 PM
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And a way to find when your not there?
What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when its all over? (babe)
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
Its's a sad sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
Its so sad so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
What I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad sad situation
And it's gotten more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
Yeah.....What do I got to do?
What do I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
Sunday, June 20, 2004
-11:20 AM
i dont know. haha ive been feeling better. ice suddenly felt happy. -calm- anyway i just hope he'll show mercy and bring him to heaven.
Friday, June 18, 2004
-11:14 PM
then i thought about it.
i was enjoying myself with szesian and lampy.
while he was being rushed to hospital after something wrong happened to him.
guilt forever.
GUILT FOREVER
-11:11 PM
it was all too late.
mum aske dme to visit him yesterday, but i was using computer. out of greed i told her another day.
look what i did.
he just passed away an hour ago.
i hung my head in guilt and shame.
what was i thinking? what was i doing?
too late too regret.
too late to say shit.
too late.
i will never want to let this happen again.
i hate myself.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
-8:00 PM
:x. cancer has spreaded fast to the stomach. and now to the heart. dinner today was soquiet. me and sis were making less noise, while the adults were kinda sobbing. but anyway i place my trust Him. i hope... i wish.... i dream...
Friday, June 11, 2004
-11:14 AM
well the days have been getting worse. i just pray that my uncle will come to know christ before he goes. please take care of mymum. make sure she doesnt fall ill. -thanksyous-
Saturday, June 05, 2004
-9:20 PM
hi im back. hahas well it was ok la the trip.
well day one was - nothing. 8pm travel to cameron highlands. reached at about 6 am. when i got out of the bus it was so freaking cold- for me la. 16 degrees celcius. resort was not bad la. just that it was so freakin cold.
then went for tour la... rose garden and everywhere. then nxt day left to genting.
genting was even more freaking cold.heh but all the theme park rides rock man. roller coaster ride and the haunted house roller coaster, flume ride (wee rocks the water), mine train. and the dragon roller coaster. ( WEE SO FUN)
yeah then nxt day left for kl.
we (cousins and i) went swimmin and shoppin de whole day. bought swimming costumes. heh the bikini looked cool but -_-
