dailies
Thursday, September 30, 2004
-7:21 PM
Praise the LOrd i got an A for ca6 eng.
tmr's my eng eoy!!
but im so sickk. walked in the rain on the way home yesterday. got a fever.
but nvm. God will help me through.
*
good luck to phoes eoy tomorow. rmb He will be there.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
-5:04 PM
sorry ppl i suddenly felt like posting so much pics. look at wc. hes cute right? lol! a buit blurry cos of my darn background. boo. ahaha. im so impatient. i wanna see the one that has me , dor etc with laopa taken at tct! hurry develop your film dor!
-5:04 PM
wj and eunice. twistt.
-5:02 PM
me and dor(she looks like a robot! lol!)
-5:00 PM
krappy kappy. laughing abt the pavan thing (lolS)
-4:59 PM
our line at mos burger!! (from front: phoebe, me, wc (laopa!), eunice, and weijian)
-4:57 PM
this is yonghua. the lame retard short childish and cute guy ^^ lol.
-2:39 PM
thanks again.
thanks ser. for being so understanding and so nice. and dor too. =) glad to have such ppl.
today and yesterday was absolutely a miracle.
yesterday just thank God cause i was having hard time studying for chinese. plus i blogged yesterday for an hour, midway crying, chatting with dor :D cos i felt a need to blog abt that.
phoee: ijust gotta tell yew some stuffx. just hope i can see you soon. dont misunderstand. i wasnt talking badd. about you. -just telling yew how i felt.
then i went back to study. wanted to sms ser but she was in the midst of doing her bio essay :D dor and me were talking abt operation XX.
hahas. so i set there thinking about the matter. i was so distracted by it and i didnt realise it was so late. plus my 4-letter chinese words were all dying.
but the miracle God appeared. He helped me today. i felt so light, doing the test paper ( i hope i did well! at least a B3. i nv expect to get As for chinese) He made the rain come doing pe lesson (we were doing gymnastics, which was so fun) so we studied in the canteen. He made Mr mahmod gave us a choice: to study or play. =) i wonder what will really happened if i didnt have that free one period.
Rain doesnt necessarily mean its bad :D
Plus i experienced his miracle, once again.
Today ms jiang returned us the test papers. i was just worried, like my maths paper. cos i did loads of errors. and while she was lecturing to us one qn, i knew i gotten zero for that cos i didnt understand the qn and i think i drew the diagram wrongly. i knew i made alot alot of errors.
i was sick worried i would fail. i tell myself science(and maths) is the only subjects i musnt fail. or get a C.
Huiyan was called. She got a sticker on her paper, i saw it while i was looking at the papers ms jiang was holding while distributing(which means, A's.)! shes someone who doesnt do well for science. she failed the last paper. i was pratically praying like mad.
then i asked myself : omg. how. i was like in deep shit.
i think i was on the verge of crying. then finally afta whatseemed a mill lightyears, she called me.
i got a sticker there.
omg.
just started crying. i mean. like how could this be? huiyan was there to congratulate me.
God is so great. He does miracles.
even when it seemed yew are gonna fail.
even when it seemd too horrible
when everything seems like falling.
finally i see the work of His hands. cos i was worried. i was looking thru s, dor, and phoe's blog on monday. its like all of them got an As or something on their tests.
i was worried abt that.
He ismightyy. mitey.
i wanna dedicate this song to john (not dedicate, just show him) haha.
Healing Grace
Merciful God and Father
Loving us like no other
Hear our pray, the cry of our hearts
As we come to You
We acknowledge our transgressions
we confess to You our sins
show us mercy and compassion
touch our lifes with Your healing grace, again.
Release us from the past,
as we seek Your face
Wash us free, at last
We recieve Your Love, we recieve Your Healing grace
John: probably yew havent heard tis song. but just say it as a prayer. i think your blues are over. but anyways was just prompted by the Lord. just give up to Him your past hurts, if yew have any. hahas. this sounds lame. sorry :D
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
-7:45 PM
sorry peeps. i dont feel like blogging today. but i did for dor. go check.
*drained and tired at everything again
Monday, September 27, 2004
-3:17 PM
The day i gave up everything to Him
this blog is gonna be rather long. i was once again grounded for 2 days for the computer. Here's what happened over the week ends. I finally found it.
250904 church+sww
I was doing ushering duty again. but i had to meet dorand ser for operation XX. hah :D so i left at 2.30. found ser at touch resource. dor had yet to arrive. hahaha. started talking alot of crap, showed her the photos. went to 7-11 for mentos, to parkway without dor. she waas gonna be late. so we went to all the sports shop in parkway. i saw the acmilan shirt ahpa has :D cool. but all the socks dint really look very nice. so ser was gonna go queensway. dor finally came. went to precious thots to get it. got it. (lame)and we went to buy facial wipes, mask (ohlol. this is sure funny) and im gonna get the comb soon.
and so it was time for me to meet there. chong to church. ps jimmy was there with ernest (chicken) guys. no thanks to them, ser and dor cldnt usher. boooo. hahhhah.
i gotten a G4 this time. in which i think i prefer G6. was supposed to do offering bags, welcomer, and convert. didnt know how to do the convert thingy. oh wells, with some help of chicken, i managed to do so :D im glad phoee got the counter thing. the worse part was, i didnt have a partner this time. i was afraid i would mess up with the bags. quite fweaky.
oks first i did welcoming. again mr neo went to the other entrance. boo. hahhs. just greeted loads of people like last week. um. then closed door at 5.15. went in to join worship. i was so caught up with it. i was just tearing when Someone suddenly tapped my shoulder. i was like a lil shocked. -.- so much for ushering. got the offering bags. was trying to calm myself down. hahhhs. this whole thing is embarassing. newcomers in front of me, yet i was soo scared until i cldnt move myslef. ps jimmy had to take the forms from me. ahhhaha. and then gave offering bags. i was looking at the row numbers alertly. hahhhs. its really scary to mess up alright. quite an experience though. hahhhs. oh yes hacy dint come cos she was down with food poisoning. we all prayed for her :D
went back to sit with bl. and phoee. hear the sermon by ps melvyn. purpose of life. uhms. till now i dont know how to do it. will go read my notebook soon :D but one thing that cuaght me init was to let go off all offences. quite saddening. hah. cos im someone who bear grudges. a broken heart. something that was hard to let go.
time to pray. went for the converts thingy. hahhs. so its so easy. alright. hahs :D then went back, just in time to go for alter call. walked up with phoee. then surprisingly dor ser and bl came. bl and ser did the ministry. ser prayed for dor than me. ahha. but somehow, i just really really couldnt let go of it.
pam* was in my mind. i just hated her. i was so jealous of her.
i left church. feeling a sense of lost. cos i was just worried. i knew that alter call thingy was so fake. can yew imagine someone whos goes out for alter call without recieving blessings and forgiveness from the Lord? i just wondered. was quite bothered by this matter.
left for sww in a bus. but this time we had so much more space. all of us(Jb tribe) were in the bus. ahhaha. chicken was definately crapping around again. then when he helped us take a photo , he leant toooo backwards. squashed eunice. the whole bus were going like "OOOOOooohhh.... diedie. lean on a girl. " hahh it was soo damn funny! we were all laughing. he gave that really super embarrased look. cute eh. then he went to sit with wj (ithink.) hahs. but he still took us. oh yes we were really crappin around withthe camera too. the whole tribe =) then me and ser were like singing the maroon 5 song and the reason. hahahs. oh yes i gave the lyrics to her. seems that she loves it :D
reached tct. went down daa bus, took photos (again) but this time with laopa!! whooopee! hees. i hope the photo turns out great. cos this is my one and only photo with him and dor and ser and phoee:D tried persuading him to take with bl, but i guess he was too embarassed *ohlol.
then we went in to put our bags. went to eat dinner. same thing. went back to church. just in time. hahha. i think i was quite pissed when she sat beside me. i thought i'ld just rather sit alone like on sunday. gives me some peace. jealousy and anger just came upon me. i just couldnt concentrate during worship. her voice was just killing me. i was just Him to remove it from me. but i just couldnt.
started. on healing. um. just healing of the body. laying on of hands. something liddat.ps Hee Guan preached. it was just really hilarious and funny with all these weird pastors around teaching us. EJ24 are absolutely wacky people!!! :D
again. called to minister. went down again for the thyroid thingy. i think this time i had much confidence when the whole cell prayed for me. i Believed that by His name, i am healed. amen.
and i even said to her "i forgiven her", which is in fact, i didnt. i still hated her. i thought i was acting But. but but but. i had to forgive the person first. boo :/ forgiveness aint easy ya know.
And when they asked for ministry again.,(healing of something which i forgot. maybe to tkae away all those..uhmm actually i really forgot.) i didnt go up. i wanted to but i didnt. really. i went home empty. no meaning in me. the hatred and jealousy was still there. she knows that i like him, but she acts like this had never happened before and kept talking to him. maybe i was just pranoia, but i still cldnt think straight. toobad ser went home with wc. i wanted to talk to her.
walked to the mrt with the tribe. i could see that she was really enjoying herself with bl and the guys. boos. im so glad dor is always there for me =) thanks dor. yew make my day. we were way lagging behind them. then for just no reason she suddenly walk back with me and dor while we were talking. then pull me infront. there came the hatred. i just told her i dint wanna go up. well at least bl came behind. we were talking about the operation XX thing. hahahs. dear bl, you'll nv succeed in our evil** schemes. ahhha.
then i just wanted to sing some stuppid crappy songs. all i dunno. dor started singing the banana. oh lol. mann that was funny. reached the mrt station, chicken, eunice were going back by bus. said bye. so left to me, dor, phoe, bl, josh, clare, shorty, and wj.
dor and .. oops. i realise something. dor went home with bl by bus too. ahhha. that was even made more depressing for me. so both of us only girls. oh yes. i forgot emmy. ahhahs.
again they were crapping. talking to emmy was just very lame. but then she kept cutting in. i was again, pissed. talked to fh. then they left. hahas i was telling them im so insecure and had to wear a shirt inside. i think clare was kinda freaked out :D he looks stupid really. i gave her a hug that wasnt so comfortable. it felt so cold to me.
i went home, with an angry, pissed and jealous heart.
i slept at 1am. feeling both emotionally and physically tired and drained. how i wish i could let go of the whole thing. but i coulnt
260904 ballet+sww
woke up at 10. i was still tired. emotionally and physically again. i didnt want to think about the matter. studied history from 10-11. got distracted. started to search for clothes to wear.prepared everything. borrowed the comp for awhile. threw my ballet stuff, cam, notebook, sww notes.
during ballet i didnt dance to my heart's content. i was just tired. i didnt point my toes, turn out the foot. ms kok was nagging at me. i was just waiting for time to pass so that i cld go for sww. and no thanks to ms kok, we were let late. because of the ppl who were taking exams. sheesh. dunid to drag me in right. changed like mad. without letting down the bun. ran to busstop. which i felt 196 left already. stupid 197. took so long. the journey there was like 2 times slower than 196. well. at least i got there. ok so 2 rows were occupied. so i sat right in front. boo :/ thanks dor for sitting with me. ahha. looked arnd for wc. hahs. he had the same colous shirt as ser!! maybe we are meant to be his daughters :D nah just kiddin. halfway came in, ps senglee was preaching. talked about past hurts. i think loads of memory came back into my mind[my dad who alays scolded me lasttime, my friends, being rejected, and everything. i still rmb i treated her like my best friend. but she didnt. she even hung out with another girl. right in front of ME. and not forgiving the ppl whom yew hate.] loads of thoughts came back. the really bad thoughts. then ps julie was invited to share her testimonial. she shared that forgiveness takes a long time. that if it was not complete, he wld make it happen (resurface the past hurts). so i wasnt alone at all. i thought initially i forgiven her. but i still felt angry at her. so alright. iwas really glad i wasnt alone.
ministry. i was afraid to go out. asked ser. *thanks a milll ser. yew the best =)* i mean alright, i just wanted to let everything out. i couldnt hold it in any longer.
dripping like a faucet. ser's words were really touching and affirming. i mean yes alright. all the past hurts just came back. He wanted to do a deeper healing. shimin. mom. dad. yeeboon. meihui. phoebe. szesian. everything. all the bad thoughts just came back. i gave evrything. all the things i hated. all bad things. i was just sobbing. thinking through all these that was giving me a hard time. its really hurting. cried like never before. for halfanhour (i guess). there ser was praying and really wiping my tears (im glad. ilu.) thinking about all the past was just hurting. a pain that stabbed my heart. loads of blood gushing out. i was just crying for Him. bl prayed for me.
Im glad the Lord took all of them away. i just felt so eased again.
next session. driving out the demons. its really freaky. i mean, im not scared that the demon will go inside me, but im afraid that the demon will just scare me. really exciting. then when ministry time, they just asked us to look out of we have any breathing diff or anythign like that. it means that the demon is in. thank God i didnt have. i was just shaking my knees, because it was really cold and i was really afraid i have been demonised. hah. so we just looked around and just observe how they do it. especially ps senglee.then we started holding hands and prayed in tongues, like nv before. prayer marathon. iadmitted my mouth was so dry and tired. but i continued, believeing that he will restore me.
then it was time that we , everyone in the sww wld be annointed by the EJ24 with the olive oil. really cool. i queued under pastor B. cos its good to be annointed by your Grandmother!
Oh yeah. i gotten olive oil on my forehead! whoopee! ahhhas. nah its the prayer that counts. Mrs cheng knew i had thyroid, so she just covered me... blah blah. wiated for dor. went down. sat with em. prayed for awhile myself.
it was closing already. we were dismissed, but our tribe still hung in there. then dor distributed cookies! ahhas. thanks dor. the cookies were delicious! i was starving. then bl came to talk to us. she was saying abt the past week, where we were disappointed by the registration thingy, and that.. yeah. she was just explaining that she came from a boken family.. now that i understood abt it i just forgave her. that was something i cldnt blame her. pastor B was there to hear. i mean alright. i was just touched cos she started crying. mann. so after a lil prayer we hugged each other. then we joined the whole tribe in prayer to consecrate ourselves.
Praise Him. He's just so wonderful. He does miracles.
Talked to wc :D loads of crapp. i think hes becoming closer to ser now :D atleast hes soo close to us now. im thankful for that. then we left to moossy again at p.s. as i was walking, i just thought that, i'll forgive her, slowly, at a slow pace. cause i have given up all my troubles to Him already =)
and yew know something? God is soo good.
Its like after i gave it up all to Him, He just prompted dor-->ser(is it?hahs.) to tell wj somematter. in which at first ididnt knew. then Lord tested me. she and wj were talking again. she was having fun with dawn. and em. i felt nothing. i felt like as if it is nothing wrong. there was a lil lil lil bit only, but not soo much. i felt so relieved.
so without knowing that matter, we took 14. to p.s. again i was sitting with phoe. then later we changed place alot of times. again we were crapping with the camera and talking loads of stuff. the ppl behind were talking. then mee went up behind ahpa. ser and dor were in front. we were really talking to fh and kb and wc because they looked tired. asi f they were bored. ser started crapping. and the bus was sooo cold. so i just moved the air con thingy. i shifted it to face wc. then i asked him whther he was feeling cold. he said he was (-.- hahhs.) told him. they all laughed. hah. dad. silly sense of humor. then she came and sit with us. tested. reached the station. wj is cute alright. ok soo i was like asking ser what did she do. then she tole me she told him .... alright. i thank God for her really. ser and dor the best :D and like ser, i thought ahpa was the best person i'ld go to. hes just so understanding, again like what ser said, he sees things at every point of view. cos hes bigger than us. hes wiser.
changed to eat at long johns. ahh. finally.
im glad wj changed.
wc gets to sit with his little kids in longjohns!! :D yays. but he was so quiet. so, we girls had to entertain him :D and hes just someone whom i love (father-daughter sense relationship.) (not knees and ankles) :D)
left to mrt. yays. dor took NEL (boo. haha.) then lp and bl and ser were taking NSL. we taking EWL. so again we were crapping like mad again. then we were just tlaking went both of our trains arrive so there was like a madd dash (lol!)
i think this mrt ride was one that i enjoyed the most.he talked more to me. clare was crapping with yh and they were acting gays. i was telling fh how retard and lame and childish yonghua looks. thats why i like him. yonghua is cute. oh yes but gay. ahhas.
just to sum it all up.
so God does miracles when yew placed your troubles in Him. not forgetting i gotta thank dor and ser, especially ser. God will bless yew abundantly =) ok's so now im slowly forgiving her. i thank God i am =).
then today, my history paper. ser gave me the psg which i tot it was so good. thanks for that encouragement. thanks phoee too.
sighs i really did loads of mistakes in my history paper. pls pray there.
*i thrust my history paper in his hands*
God is the greatest. He's the bestest fwen.
*the countdown starts again.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
-1:58 PM
Studied from 9-11, i gave up and when eating, looking for snacks in the house. im growing to become a pig soon.
TM ppl.
i notice they were talking about their chinese paper. sighss. sometimes there's just soo much stress singapore's education system gives too us. booos. plus everything here is soo tough.
oh well. just Thank Him for giving us one, and at least we're not like some countries who's kids cant even go to school.
:/
life's so hard to live. yew gotta please so many people.
Friday, September 24, 2004
-10:15 PM
Its 10.15 pm now. its amazing to see me online at this time. Thank God my cuzzies dropped by, so shes(my mum) busy attending to them :D hahahss. yays.
Mum is currently preaching to Alan about Christ. Alan is listening. But i hope he wont close a ear. mum says the things are soo true. Alan is halfway listening.
Oh nvm. im talking to john. giving some err. advice? :D yeah he seems down recently. thought i could just cheer him up :D i hope yew did john.
Tomorrow's a saturday. i dont do countdowns today, cos the rest of the time will keep me occupied haha. where's dor... hurry come online..
Oh yeah. i got the A C Milan pics. i went searching around the world for it and finally found a webb. full of pics that he likes, with his fav. player Paolo Ladini (3). yays to that. im gonna print em out soon. plus tmr i gtg develop the photos :D
what else. i think i gtg the looo soon. just afta i see dor. haha.
Jeans+myadidasshoes+shirt= Ushering tomorrow again! im partnering ser. I hope i get to see Mr Neo! hes just a really cute teacher whom i love. still remember his wise wisdom of words like :"No time notime" in a really funny and cute accent. its really more wacky than the donald duck voice.
Booos. my cousins are going back already.
Where's Dorcas?!
-8:22 PM
The Reason. by Hoobstank
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is yew.
Probably i would dedicate this song to Him alright. sighs. im just confused.
-6:11 PM
oh wells. nothing much happened today. other than the fweakin eng ca, which i have already thrusted into God's hands :D
krappy kappy came over. we studied together. we crapped together. what else? we took loads of crazy shots. well not loads, just alot :D and studied maths and history. though not soo much. haha.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
-8:31 PM
boos :/
just felt so lousy bout myself again.
in less than an hour.
even a simple present for someone could just destroy my self-esteem.
im such an asss.
assholevanessa.
-7:26 PM
OKok im back. ive' loads to blogg. im on a watchout for my mum incase she comes home any time. shes suddenly so strict with me. boo :/ oh wells.
mythoughtsforthedayagain.
hahas. seriously im just someone who loves to dream. especially onthe bus, on the way walking home, in betweeen periods (as in your lessons. dont think dirty. hahs) you name it. anywhere or anytime i'll free i'll just do that.
oks. so what?
ohyes. again, another day of miracles by the Lord.
since yesterday morning, as i walk to the busstop at 6.30 am, the sunrise was suddenly so early. it was sucj a beautiful scene. i mean, i've never seen the sunrise at these times for 2 years. hahs. so prob God is telling me i can look forward to more more miracles :D as the favourite song of FCBC:
More, More, More
I want More, more,more,
mooooooooorre
of Jesus!
(x infinite)
hahs :D seriously this is lame. ok. then later we had back our maths papers. i wass soo prepared to do badly. i didnt expect myself to get an A2. Let alone, get an A. I was so prepared. Praying as she gave out the papers, i told myself no matter what, God has meant that mark to be mine. cause i already lost 4 marks for the last qn (which was what i thought) so that i neednt feel so worried. But guess what.
I GOT AN A. 1.
tht was probably the miracle he was gonna give me today. asked ms soh whether she actually marked it correctly. cause i thought try an error does not work. but she said it was ok.
so even if i had to minus that 4 marks, i'ld be glad too. cos this wasnt my original mark.
*around of applause for Him*
oks. what else? um... i got a 25/30 for RIF. boo. but well, i didnt mind cos i didnt reallyput in much effort for it. hahs :D and Lilian got 35/30. i admit i was jealous. but it was because she printed out everything. i handwritten everything. ms jumiah is muchmuch more stricter. so i guess i have nothing to say~ i just gotta do well tomorow for persuasive writing. i believe i can do that cos im an english person. i hate narratives though :D
*another round of applause*
what else? ok. science ca. God i think i didnt even know half of the paper. but at least He helped me. there was one qn. the Lord prompted me to draw another diagram of the circuit. but i didnt explain though. boo. i hope i gotten at least B3.
*
vanessa thrusted her science paper into God's hands.*
what else. hmm........ ........
c.o? he helped me play it well infront of the teacher.
*clapclapclap*
hahs. and im safely back home.
so today, in the bus home, started dreaming. 1+ more days only. plus tomorow wld be a really short day :D and wj and wc. ahpa. laopa.
Oh yes! one very very important thing:
I GOT THE PHOTOS BACK!! aunt lynda gave me to them yesterday when she came over at night. well, first photo was the one where our row was all looking at the cam. wc didnt smile. not soo nice. boo.
omg he moment i flipped to the 2nd pic I COULDNT LAUGH NON-STOP!! IT WAS REALLY HILARIOUS! YONGHUA HAD THAT REALLY GIRLY LOOK, EATING HIS CHICKEN THAT WAS IN HIS MOUTH. HE LOOKED LIKE A GIRL BECAUSE HIS EYES WERE HALF CLOSED BECAUSE OF THE FLASH!!
i couldnt stop laughing. my sis thought i was madd.
and i love the pic of me, dor and phoee :D sissssys again.
and ernest.
oh lol. that guy. he was picking out a french fry when dor(or bl) suddenly took a pic. he was on candid camera!!
Anyway its really funky. all the photos.
gotta bring on sat for phoee dor and ser to see. dor, help me scann! :D
ohyes. plus the whole tribe.
yew people are really gonna laugh when yew see yonghua's pic. i'll upload it in mypicgallery asap.
=)
plus i brought the photos too school today. i was soo excited that i wanted to bring em and keep on looking at them. so now i told them who laopa was!! ahpa's famous!! :D
ushering duty again on sat!! im partnering ser again.
yays. i hope i get to shake mr Neo's hands and Ps Khong's :D
dreammmer.
sissssys. im gonna see yew ppl. very very soon.
dor. im gonna, i mean, we, are gonna. =)
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
-2:47 PM
Oh yays! ziying's blog is outta mine.
finally in a million lightyears. its so irritating. hahs.
well what did i do today?
Nothing much. just did gymnastics for p.e., which was sooo boring.
Mr mahmod is soo lame. and the guys get soo long to do them.
bbooo.
ran with the Taf ppl just to lose some excess weight im gaining. haha.
what else?
nothing. chinese period was really the slacking period. i dunno whats up with this really slacker teacher. boos. hes not teaching us.
and then i'll be soo dead for chinese. seriously i dont know what will happen to my chinese paper. especially compo.
oh wells.
on the way home topped up loads of stuff on my ezlink. lets see. its 5 bucks for my mrt fare. i ve been travelling around on the mrt very often on weekends, cause of SOL and the SWW. but i just love it :D
and topped up 27.50 for my concession.
reached home. and here i am blogging.
oh boo. my mother doesnt like me to blog. shes spying. its so hard to blog. but i will. =)
Mythoughtsthatithinkeveryday
im again, glad that the Lord touched me, phoee and dor. sisssys forever people.
what else? i think that that thing' we did is soo lame (dor. that thing.)
its kinda fweaky to keep counting down to saturday and sunday. once its over the same thing keeps repeating again and again.
but i love it. no matter how iriitating it is. cos it's soo worth it.
krappy kappy. kapy. kappy. kapy. kapy. kapy. kapy.
valll. valll. valll. vall. valll. valll. valll. valll. valll. vall.
sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
i remembered! :D
God is the greatest. bestest.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
-10:06 PM
so i know i neeed not be jealous. He know's what He's doing.
i just have to be cooperative.
ahhahas.
*oh yes. i will make, will make him cry. and i want to see it!! :D
-5:26 PM
oh yes. and this is the first time ive probably ever seen dorcas sooo touched and even cried. see? God is doing a work in our cell. love ya !
Plus he did that for me and phoee. ^^
I love YEW.
-4:57 PM
yes alright.
my tagboard's under really serious problems. so here.
Szesian: sorry. guess i was in under a lil crappy mood that day. cos of some stuff. oh wells. im sorry.
John: oh yes john. thanks. He's working in mine, and this means hes working in yours too! so dont worry, donid to be jealous :D ahhaha.
ahthong: thanks. yew should have came for sww. it was a great one. on healing. thanks though. wee shall continue to grow in Him together. =)
phoee: Heys. hahs. this templates was my previous one. but now it has some great shit problem so i'ld just change to this temp. oh yes. lucky yew. yew get to be on the mrt longer than me. hahs =) btw, i once admired your blogg soo much! Cant believe yew said yew love mine. I love yours yew know. i like the way yew put your vocab in. just that i didnt say. oh wells. yew like mine. i like yours. hahas. sissssta forever. =) maybe yew shld change to blogger. just cancel your diaryland acc. la! lol. =)
oks todays updates. just nothing much. but i think i promised, no, its, i
sense that God wants me to take away that jealousy. Because i know that if he's meant for me, he will. But its just so hardd. so i keep thinking that, if i be more jealous, God will definately not sorta 'work with him and me' so i thrust that into His hands. GET THAT JEALOUSY OUT! ahhaha :D
And i just felt that i did soo horribly in my maths paper. boos. its probably my fault that i didnt ask. im just totally confused at this mensuration. BOO.
well thank God He was helping me. i was like stumbling at one of the algebraic qns, but then he helped me work it out slowly, and i finally got it! the answer was 1. no doubt it was weird, but i trust him :D
And im right! checked with the maths scholar in my class. Hurray to God.
God is the greatest. oh yes He is. Yew CANT DOUBT THAT.
Monday, September 20, 2004
-7:08 PM
Spiritual warfare weekend****
Had a great touch from the Lord over the weekends. well, the devil's currently trying to stop me from doing so by making my internet go cranky. oh wells. God will deal with that :D
19sep. sww
just realised i already blog for saturday's. hah.
oh wells. in the morn on sunday i was blogging. i was talking too much with serene. realised i was late. ran chong-ing into the room. changed. threw loads of stuff into my backpack (homework, bible, notebook, .. leo and tights, hair stuff, bshoes, calculator) for the rest of the day. rann to bustop. boos. 15 took so long. then i had to go to popular before class cos i needed my ink for the pens urgently. plus i didnt want to be late for sww. and the worse part was the popular q was soo long. i was so fweakin going madd. ran tocrestar. changed. boo. i was still early. hah. so madd.
heh. we did loads of new stuff. and plus its super nice. theres a split jete in it ! :D hahs. learnt hands for adash. its just kewl. =)
rushed out. changed out. didnt took that bun off yet. was just rushing to get to the busstop. 196 took bout 5 mins. and took 1hr to reach tct. hahs. i think its very paiseh to be late for something. cos everybody's gonna look at yew, like you're a nerd. oh wells. better late then nv. at least i was only 1 hour late out 4 hours. hah. i learnt alot. even missing out an hour.
Ps Roland was preaching at that time. hahs. hes superr lame. and so damn funny the joke. he was talking about the manifestations of the Lord.. i think i want the prophecy one, cos i ... wld just like to have that gift =) and one thing, shauna definately has the gift of speaking in tongues =) actually was also bit confused. didnt know much la. hah.
oh and midway i kept looking around for the 2 w's. Laopa was sitting behind me :D wj was same place.
so i just joined in. hah. next was about healing by Ps Chua seng lee. about the sick. i want to believe that i wld be healed, but somehow, i just dont have that faith. so i prayed later. then he talked about the casting of demon. ooh. kinda freaky. cos i dont really know how to do that. yet. somehow i wanna learn =)
then asked for ministry. went up with phoee. i gotta that thyroid thingy remember? biling prayed for me. sighs. somehow.. i just ddint really like it. i dont know.
oh wells. so i bELIEVE that I will be healed. =) i have FAITH. then. i was just sitting around. just praying. while others were still ministered to. phoee (mua sissta)came over. then she just prayed for me. i felt my heart heavy. she just said a big thing, something that made my heart wanna bang.
so she did it.
she said something that the LOrd just told her. i Just started to cry. so heavy. my burden started to ease. i was feeling so glad that she said that. something i had to stop if not it'll continue to go with me in my future. she prayed for me. i was just so touched.
Hugged for a million years like neverbefore.
hahs. then i felt a tee-shuu pressed into my hand. saw a black figure. probably was either ernest or wj. =) thanks for the tee-shuu. i just thanked her. its though as if i felt so light. i mean, i just felt so relieved. my mind was like a feather. haha.
So God is soooo good. and He's so awesome.
Dunch know why, ernest prayed for me. afta that long and warmed hug which made me feel soo good. for the first time in my life. hahs. hes really cute. thanks ern =)
shared with ps Beee our thought of the sww. Heard wj's testimony. The Lord is soo good right? even when he repeated school. twice. which i think its soo brave. he puts up a really big smile. thats where i love him for that. Hes the Man. no, hes a MAN. =)
We went to mossy to eat at plaza sing. hahs. talk to wc loads. which im glad we patched up already =)
hahs. got a burger. which was soo minute-sized. haha. yay!! i got to sit with ahpa!! hahs. hess soo funny. oh yes and i took out my maths stuff, cam. asked phoee for helped. thanks phoee, though yew got me lil confused, haha.
and came the part where i acted on.
shorty was asking whats my skool. ahpa asks for permission. gave him the green light willingly =). thats where i gave it up to God. ^^
our table was really noisy(ern,shorty, ahpa, me, dor, phoee, and bl) , unlike theother (euni, wj, hanyong. forgot the other) we were really crapping with the camera (thanks dor for taking the photos!!) then we were really hving soo much fun with laopa. hiding MY camera, talking bout how i memorized his number ( oh, its true. God really dint gimme. i stole it from bl hp :D) hahs. Dont tell anyone!!
God is soo great.
went home wit wj, shorty, hanyong, phoee. hahs. then lp was trying to catch up. i tot he wasnt really going take mrt. said bye to bl and dor(NEL) then we walked together to the (ewl) . hahs. said my suuuuper last goodbye to dad. (my big mouth again :D) went in. actually we just had to wait one stop. at cityhall, the two dumbo (han,short) were actually gonna sit down. especialyl yonghua. its soo dumb lor! lol!!
wj was so lame. he go connect the belt thingy (to out bags) together. and they actually fitted! i think its really shocking. Didnt really believe it. hahs. ( oh my, is He trying to tell me something? nah. think too much already . hah.) but anyways, lucky phoee.
----it ended here on sunday----
So the moral is, God's working in our lives. all the time.
:D
I believe Him. Itrust, have faith. I love Him.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
-10:55 AM
BOOOS.
i have degenerated.
im just a plain assss.
BIGBOOOS.
thats worse than being an ordinary idiot.
maybe it should even say
"myGodmynomorewei.
-9:58 AM
WEES!
I bought black adidas shoes yesterday=)
for only 35 bucks, (90 original)
its fake. but really looks real.
uploaded it up on the gallery already.
:D
well. imm suppose to study now. hahas. toobad im addicted to the comp. :D i love blogging!! :D
wells just an update bout yesterday.
I DID USHERING IN CHURCH!
studied in the morn to early afternoon. i was In urgent need of shoes. cos my old one doesnt really look nice onjeans. tot of the fake adidas, but i dint know where to buy, only at Beach road. asked kapy. she said down there the army and uniform stuff. maurr also said the same thing. thank God dad knows where it is =) he always goes there to buy army stuff.
hahs.
then ran there, anxious to look for the place cos i was afraid there was no such shop. oh yes. then i walked pass one shop, only got fake converse. then aunty ask me. i actually wanted to look for another shop. theni just asked her for adidas. she gave me a photo album of ALL OF THEM. wows. i saw the one with black stripes. asked for mua size. handed 35 bucks. wore my socks and them. then left for ushering. =) hahs. dad brought home my sandals for me. whooopee.
hahs. ser was already there. when i came, it was close to 415, but we still sat outside. when we came in, pastor BEe shouted at me and ser. i got a shockk. hahs. so frightening! :/ it does change my concept of her. hahs.
Briefing. kinda scary. cos i was afraid would mess up the rows. there was so many. then time for ushering. went to stand in front of church. ded it with irvin, shaun, and bl. hahs. welcoming everybody. first time i shook hands with a mill people in a short period of time. =)
saw MR NEO!! But he went in from the other entrance. :/ BOO. lol! mr neo is super cute ^^
then we went in. joined the rest of em. after praiseandwor, we took our offering bags. hahs. still quite confuse at theis thing. me and ser messed up in a few of the rows! :D thank God it wasnt so major. kindof scary though.
then my turn to count. cos ser did it last week. is really fun but scary. cause' youu have that pressure that if you counted wrongly, either too much or less, its really weird.
i was really scared. hahs. while i was counting 2 ppl poked me. one of which was ms anna lai. O-O hahs. thr other is amandaaaa. lol.
in the end i counted 297 people. when i handed over to mrs cheng, she was like sort of, um, shocked at the number. she asked why was it soo little. we were like..um finding an excuse? lol. but i think i counted too lil peeps. just quite scary la. this whole thing.
usher duty ended!!
returned the tags.
i wanna follow the vision: to build faith communites of disciple makers and serve the nations.
hahs. :D
then we left to tct fot sww. (spiritual warfare weekend)
its so interesting.
we are fighting against the devil , not flesh to flesh.
Boos To the DEVIL. BOOOOOOOO.
well he attacked me and phoee.
after we got down the bus, we went to register.
dumb thing couldnt get registered. more BOOOS.
said the stupid computer got some probs.
wj brought us to eat. i was really pissed at this. first it was the SOL, now it was this. though i know that it doesnt matter if it isnt in the data, i feel like somethings left out. boo.
so i was pissed and tired. me and phoee were the same. went to get chicken rice. no more already. felt more pissed. the devil was really getting us.
bought nood. just ate quietly. especially both of us.
then bl just asked us to go sit for sww. i was more pissed already.
we walked in front of all the others. i didnt feel like talking to anyone of them. both of us.
went in.
i think what pastor eugene said was so true. we were fighting against the devil. not humans. i was just soregretful of what i did. tears just poured down. i t was my fault. how cld i blame them? i repented.
i think phoee cried too. =) hahs. sisters. alike.
i offered both of us teeshoo. wiped em up dry.
i love spiritual warfare. seems to me i actually didnt know much about it.
=)
it ended an hour late. thankfully hazel left early. if not she wld continue rattling and i and phoee had to shut our ears. lol.
walked back to redhill. eating supper chocalates.
COOKIES AND JELLYS! :D
so lame.
me and phoee had lil girl talk. jajaja. lol.ja.
then on the train, fisrt dorcas and bl left. then yonghua fuhua hanyong. then me.
first timed i'ld ever talk to him that much.
sighs. but phoee did the most
they have so much things in common.
oh wells.
its all my fault.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
-2:08 PM
so probably this blog is dedicated to vall and lumps? haha.
Friday, September 17, 2004
-4:22 PM
Looking back at the posts ive posted last year, i could sense my blog has kinda tremendously improved. in what sensse? its the content sense. hahs. lameness---
well anyway, its like i cld remember all the past incidents and everything happened to me. The bad stuuff. the good stuff. i think it wasss so immature of me everytime.
-3:23 PM
heres to continue Courtship 3 and 4. though i know my blog is so infamous. and condemned. oh wells.
What to look out for in a partner:
-fear God
-emotional openess
-healthy self-esteem
- personal chemistry (boos:/)
fatal flaws to look in partner
-anger
-control freak
-emotionally unavailable
-sexual immorality hasnt grown up.
finding the right partner:
what do i do when i like somebody?
- take EVERYTHING to God in prayer
- Get to know the person better
-discuss with your leader(though i think i wont =p)
How do i know wther im ready?
-healthy self image and emotion
-understand true love(most of us shld know this =)
How to choose the right person?
-trusting and believing that the Lord has our best interest at heart
How long shld i wait?
-start with friendships and depends on maturity
how do i know the person is for me?
-peace of heart
-support from authority(pastors, family..)
-specific Word from God
-spiritual growth together
Proverbs 4:23
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
Too close too soon
-befor marriage, you shouldnt have any sexual relationship with anyone
-dont let the Devil get yew down.
- after 1 look at the *guy*, do not give a second look
-the 2nd look is decieving youu.
-then you'll start to sin.
yepp. just a lil of what i learn.
it comes in handy, especially for believers
i cant imagine what my life would be without God.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
-7:57 PM
My GOD. MY Wei (way). inspired.
thanks ser ^^
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
-9:27 PM
Oh yes ppl. my blog , this blog, is officially gonna be
ONE YEAR OLD SOON!
^^. i'll declare another anniversary
btw my blog's bday is on 27 september 2003 =)
thanks vall for intro of blog.
-9:25 PM
sorry peeps i had to put that neopic upthere. i need to find a smaller pic desperately. i know i looked really dumb in the card. pls dont blame me.
dumb ol' exams.
-9:17 PM
sorry.
grr. the new blogskins cant fit all my links and blahs. i just have to try and live with it =).
in time i'll complete that.
time is slipping.
my brain is not getting enough facts.
only getting some deep junk.
-8:56 PM
http://dancer4jesus.MyPicGallery.com
to serene and dorcas.
-7:53 PM
Jeremiah 29:11
For i know the plants i have for you, declares the Lord.
Plams to prosper you and nnot to harm you.
Plans to give you a hope and a future.
oh wells. i'ld like to share with you what i learn during my sol (school of leaders). i learnt this topic just last sunday.
Co
urtship 3 and 4
courtship is defined as the stage of preparation for marriage in which a couple order their lives for one another, in perfect subjection to the will of God(continie later)
Monday, September 13, 2004
-7:41 PM
13 september
happy anniversary 4.5 degrees.
though i think youu all wouldnt really care about it (except for us gals)
Saturday, September 11, 2004
-10:12 PM
Churchsy^^
Loads to blogg today.
Instead of going to co, i went to church =D haha. for the
JB144 tribe meeting.
i think i didnt really regret going. reached church at 1050am, saw the crazy serene waving at me. haha. left to the 3rd floor. i saw weijian. many people were there already. then we had this board where evryone in JB144 was to do a fingerprint and sign =D haha. serene started that stupid trend. she drew a stick man with the fingerprint as her head. then i drew a chick with my own thumbprint. hahas.
then got a chopstick. from the china story. if we unite, our chopsticks wont break. that's the tribes theme. haha. kewl--
then we had icebreaker. sighs. really weird. then later asked to call out september booboos. plus wc was the mc -.- so yepp.
suppper paiseh. haha. the shorty is really really lame. walk down the asle.alsei-- alsie-- argh. the aile. nooo. aile-- ailes ooh. whateverr. then holdin the bday cake. oh mann. haha. then they said a prayer for us (4 of us only) touched. haha =D . thanks everyone.
then we had worship. oh. i was video camed. haha. then.. talked about our tribe ..
2 timothy 2:4-10 ithink. haha. and our tribe is also love. =)
stood outside church. took photos of our whole tribe. haha. so happy.
then later we hadlil cell. we're gonna bake cookies for christmas! yay! haha =D then bl had meeting with JB 24.
did maths with phoeee. and suzanne. hahas. we were helping her in algebra. she was helping me in trigo. went to second floor the left side. we were making a din. me and phoee were dancing (she was helping me improve my techniques.) haha. then hacy was helping dorcas do her
LIVERPOOL SCRAPBOOK FOR HIM. (sorry dorcas i had to
BOLD it :D ) serene was studying for prelims. then we peered down, saw pastor JB coming down. i shouted 'hi' =D haha. my big mouth. he asked us come down. went round. went to toilet. we were 1 hour early for service. then phoee had to leave for her farewell party. so me and hacy escorted her to yamaha. =D haha. we were crapping, and hacy was really HIGH. like she took some drugs. we were making so much noise. she was in the mood. haha. then took the photos. will update in picgallery. =)
oh. haha. went back. shifted behind. wc was looking really sadd. wanted to go over. sighs. =c.
I JUST FORZE DURING SERVICE. they should turn the air con down . ouch. =/ haha. anyway, sighs, felt so guilty i didnt go up during the alter call. haix. but feeling abit over now. actually, sighs, i just didnt really wanted to do a mission for God. that was the part i didnt like. sigh. =( just pray that he'll help me. and that i'll persevere.
oh my. mum just came back and shes nagging. -.-
better hurry.
okok. so later we went to 1st stop for dinner. lp chose to sit farrrr away from us . sigh. anyway we (our table) had loads of fun (biling, her friend, eunice, dorcas, serene, and me) haha we made so much noise. well actually, we didnt really talk much, then later we talk about that STRANGER i met on the bus. oh my. lol. the
guy who works at guardian to promote xando tablets is 25 and his name is shaun. ok initially i didnt find it really amusing until they kept making fun of it. haha. then i think they mentioned hi m alot of times. haha. then we were watching the tv bout the awards thingy. then we started following the s.h.e do the head like arabian style. nothing funny actually, but they kept laughing at me. so just laugh along. ahha. then we talk about.. err.. *thinks hard* oh YAH! the wang lihom. haha. he was really high and mighty on the piano. we couldnt hear what he was singing, so mee and serene started singing, trying to follow him mouth the words. lol. it was really dumb. ernest's table were looking at us. laugh non stop. i felt so hot and uncomfortable =/ boos. haha.
sighs. said bye to lp.
went back, begged biling to go home with me because i was still afraid, but then i told myself i had to overcome my fear . so i left. saw 15. rann to opposite busstop. felt nauseated. eew. then looked out for the stranger. went up the bus. sat very very near to the driver's seat. under a bright light =p haha. i took out my bible, started reading it. didnt dare lookup, for fear of looking at stranger. oh yess. i saw weijian, emmy, talley, clarence at the busstop =D
Got down from the front exit =D
THANK GOD!!!
haah. wee.
Friday, September 10, 2004
-1:03 PM
sighs. finally im 14 years.
growingg olderrr and olderrr
oh, and my gallery pic is updated again. go check it =)
Thursday, September 09, 2004
-7:14 PM
A BIG THANK YOUU LIST TO:
+Szesian and Lumkapy
thanks for the party. and thanks for the presents =) well, i didnt think it was the notebook.hah. i tot it was for yourself. and, thanks szesian for the op tags. i love em'. huggless
+Val and XM
thanks for coming. and thanks for the presents =). haha. anyway i love the undies!! so cute! lol!hah. dont worry i know you peep are not les =p
+the infamous partners, John and Junji
well, thanks for coming and im so glad to see you peeps. havent seen you for a long time already =))
----In all, thanks everybody for coming and the pres.----
** sum it all up for the past few days.
well, i have been trying very hard to update but stupidd blogger, theres always something wrong with it. yupp. so yes, im gonna update the mypicgallery soon with my pressies. lol.
***today
well, initially i had co from 9am-6pm. but my sec. leader said i had to go for combine. sighs. so i went for half of it only.
and then i rushed backk--
changed to flops
rann to the busstop. met kapy. took bus to marineparade. but anyway we didnt know where to go to reach the hawker centre, so we took taxi=p i owe youu money kapy.
reach there, cldnt find them, then suddenly saw this crazy guy waving at us =x. sorry john, i had to mention 'crazy'. haha.
so i was suprised. sian said only kapy and her wld be coming.. then later val and xm were there already . so touched. lolxxx
play in the water. kick sand and water here and there. i got drenched. hah. thanks to kapy.
then junji came. thats where we really got wet. the tide was super high. we went deeper and swallowed loads of salt.ack* and cann you believe they were still able to joke -.- lolx. it was funny.
superr freezin collld when i got out of the water. plus the rain came.
boooooooooooooooooooooooos.
didnt bring my clothes. -.- that was worse.
moved to the hawker. haha.
thanks john,junji,xm,valll,kapy, and, sian for coming. =) i love today.
oh yes. i went home, wet in the underwear and shirt and pants. boo. lol.
---thanks everybody``
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
-9:37 PM
sigh* ok. well could anybody, please think of a name for my marimo? just tag at my board. the winner will recieve my marimO! lol. jk. just help me ya peeps
-4:24 PM
well ok. i updated a lil more on the photos already. its ready to see =)
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
-9:07 PM
Hey.
this is my picture gallery. plus, it is updated with my marimo! and the notebook, and the earrings. sian, you might wanna see the notebook ;)
http://dancer4jesus.MyPicGallery.com
-8:31 PM
oh szesian,
the notebook is the one that is really pinky in colour with the lil girl.
-8:30 PM
sigh. the pics too big. well you can ask me to send you the pic though. its a really cute, seaweed or algae ball, that will grow 5 mm, under wateer and sunlight. haha.
-8:28 PM
oh my. this is horrible.
-8:26 PM
sigh. i hope its alright. this is a marimo! =) haha
-2:59 PM
went to school for co games day. all i can say is that the games are lame. oh, and thanks huiyan,ziying, sharon, meihui, keyang..(anyone else?) for the marimo...no. the miramo and the earrings for my bday pressie =). well you ppl must be wondering what the miramo is. i'lll show you the pic, but i cant find the cable for the cam.
and a BIG THANK YOU to Dorcas and Serene for the happy house notebook! I love it very very muchy and my church notes will be stored there! *huggles.
Monday, September 06, 2004
-5:12 PM
sickk.
this morning after mum left, i woke up and puke (eew.) then i still went to school for history remedial cos i wldnt want to miss out anything.
then i went to clinic downstairs. the q was super long. reached home at 4 -.- then mum came back say she call lumpy to know where i was -.-. oh yeah because i told her initially we were goin, then i didnt call mum and tell her bout tat.
so sick. but ima still going for ballet. sigh.
Sunday, September 05, 2004
-7:40 PM
oh my.
i saw serene's blog.
sighs. i think she's someone who really loves God allot. she also gives testimonials bout her life ya.
shes my inspiration =)
-4:02 PM
ok fine dorcas -.- i'll update abt today. lol..
went fo SOL. was tired, just pictured myself in a coffin.
left for SOL, i was very tired and depressed. then met dora serene, went to ATI or whatever. we were late. joined in with the prayer over the casino. i guess i also
strongly object the casino thingy.
many ppl gamble, and as a result, the get into debts, and the whole family suffers.sigh.
sol was abt courtship. i think my heart just sank. i dont even know whther anyone will like me becos of my illness. sigh.
went to ballet without saying gdbye to wc. i guess i was embarresed. i just wanted to talk to him. i was always tired. i just wanted to make my self happier... =.(
then during lesson,while doing centre work, i suddenly felt my feet trembling. i dunno whther it was because of my thyroid. or i was juts plain tired.
i thought i was dying.
i walked to the 55 busstop that was so far from parkway, and i think i kept thinking bout these stuff. i just started crying. i was so afraid, though i know he was with me.
dried my eyes when i got on the bus.
i pictured myself in the coffin.
sigh.
-3:48 PM
my lil ' prayer for the casino
Dear God i thank you for Singapore's economy. I pray that you'll continue to bless the nation, and that we will survive out there on this earth.
Lord i thank you for bringing up singapore for the past 39 years. i wanna pray that you'll continue to take care of us for the next 39 years!
now i pray for Lee Hsien Long. I thank you that he has been a great prime minister and that he was a lil' against the idea (about the casino). i thank you that you have been telling him and that the voice in his head was from you. But now he has started to compromise, and i hope that you'll continue to talk to him thru the ppl around him, through the christians in the cabinet, through his wife, through his family, and through the nation.
*ipray that the casino will not be set up.
thank you.
Friday, September 03, 2004
-8:58 PM
Nothing much really happened today. Yup. oh wait i went on to dance.net and under the philosophy cat, saw something about the christmas stuff. i still dont get it -.-
Thursday, September 02, 2004
-8:09 PM
heyoo
today was somewhat a good day
we had back our science paper. i just freaked out when i saw my paper : I got an A2!! well, i would like to get B3 for all my science paper cos thats the minimum grade to get to triple science. yeah, and we got back our report card: well i didnt manage to Not get a fail in any subject. no thanks to lit. i got 34. lit definately sucks, and so does the teacher.
But anyway, ya, i got a2 for overall la. thank God for that =).
Plus today we had c.o. i think this was the best practice we ever had. i think i improved alot and teacher was kinda impressed. because i think hes very biased, only teach one of my friend lasttime cos she performed better than us. ya, and we got our new C di. yays!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
-6:13 PM
went to watch the Stepford wives. everybody is not perfect, perfection in life makes everything worst---
-10:37 AM
Oh yeah. just forgotten to update somethings about yesterday:
after that me and lumpy left, i was so madd and angry at everyone. I was grumbling all my PAINS and TROUBLES to kapy, and she had to bear the pain.lol. thanks.Well we initially decided to postpone or cancel the BJ trip, but. she had to topp upp her ezlink card, so we went into the mrt station, and after all that begging from her(lol) i decided to go. since it was gonna be fast, cause' we just goin there to buy food. we went there just to but sushi and corrochan crokke. heh thanks kapy for the treat, i was feeling so much better. so
Food does help to ease anger. went back to take mrt, walked to 155 busstop. i think i was suddenling feeling so happy and cheery. while walking to the busstop, i was dancing the bron allegro from grade 5's work. lol. she thought i was mad.
then my 63 took soo long to come. ya but anyway i just calmed down already
still im not gonna visit her next time. if not i'll have to bear the torment and pain.
