Joyfully (:
You lead me by the waters still
You lay me down to rest upon your faithfulness
My shepherd, simply take my hand
Your song restores my soul
For Your name, You make me whole
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me, I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
No shadow ever shall I fear
Your peace, my heart will k now
My cup it overflows
Your goodness chases after me
Your mercy and Your grace will be my dwelling place
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
I will sing from the mountain top
I will sing, I am overcome, I will sing making melodies
I will sing from the valley low
I will sing because of Your love I will sing
You're my King, I will sing
Joyfully I lift my voice in praise to Thee
With heaven watching over me I raise my hands up high
Your Majesty gently washes over me
Makes my heart begin to sing joyfully
Joyfully, joyfully, joyfully
dailies
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
-10:12 PM
soaring on eagles' wings above the stormtoday is one of the most interesting days at work. supposedly a safety audit was to be carried out, so attachment students (me and chuanhan) had to make ourselves scarce. we left at 11 am and i suggested going to the central library. (oh, btw i no longer hate NUS. in fact i loove it :D ) This library is probably the most coolest and bestest library in Sg cus it is hardly crowded, spacious (ok maybe cus its recess) and state-of-the-art facilities (like seats in between shelves) . and they have books dating back to 1966, old but cool. CH brought me to FASS canteen to eat laksa! haha great but too small portion.
We had a very interesting conversation (which prolly made my day interesting). at first we were talking about our decisions for choosing whatever course after results. (our 1st choice is med) then i told him that i'm not worried about the results/what course we go to, but there's this sense of restedness and peace because of God(which i really really did feel this week) and he mentioned that he was amazed, after his friend accepted Christ who also wanted to do med, she became peaceful too, like not worried about the future. and later,he told me how he is turned off by some christians who were hypocritical, like saying gambling is bad, God hates people who gamble... etc like untrue stuff that unfortunately was created by christians. so i began telling him about the truth, that God loves each of us, christian or not, no matter how much we sinned. because nothing is able to separate us from the love of God. etcetc. and then he said something like wow youre good,you can become a preacher already, i was like -_- and at the same time proud because i didnt expect that God would use me in this way. on the bus i thought about that and wished that i said more :( but i pray that my heart would be even more humbled by this experience and God will help me to be even more confident, with more opportunities to share the word, naturally :)
anyway, my desire is that God will be with me, whether i go to nursing or medicine, become a doctor or nurse. I wouldnt want to be a doctor and not have God with me. If not i'ld rather be a nurse, and enjoy God's presence every single day. I will go where the Lord leads. He is my sheperd. John 10:3-4
oh and in the end the auditors did not turn up. so we kind of left for nothing. I complained about that but i realised i did have a great time knowing more bout CH and sharing a bit about Christ with him. (sorry Lord!) i take back my words.
i took leave tmr so that tuition could be done this week. alex allows me to take leave on friday too. something like 'freeandeasy'. i wanna prepare for enc camp! encounter God woots :)))
forbid it Lord, that i should boast
Save in the death, of Christ my God
Monday, February 16, 2009
-9:29 PM
Part 2
sat, 4pm.
Me (at kfc): i would like to have student meal.
china chinese cashier : can i have your student pass?
(Me whips out my BLUE ez link card)
(she nods her head upon seeing the BLUE and smiled wo even scrutinising it.)
hahaha. and so apparently i dont look a student anymore. sobssobs
Sunday: service was great. It's the first time leaving expo feeling so fresh and glad. cleared up the mess of a hardened heart which i credit pastor khong for bringing up. Time i stopped acting like a goody-2-shoe christian (but not being a true blue one inside. God knows.) Addiction for online shopping shall CEASE :D abi and i are going for encounter! woohoo. actually i was like on the verge of saying no but on sunday i just wanted to sign up. madness. but im glad i did now (: my v first encounter was like 12 years old! means 7 years ago. i need to refresh haha. maybe gg for sol 1 too again.
Had lunch with class gang at thaiex(: pris was late urgh, rm left cus he needed to check in early! Goodbye sandy sobssobs we'll be missing you :p so pris and i went to la senza (val, no more 2 for 50! i'll wait for june haha) and mossy at taka and i SAW SOMEBODY ok her name's dawn the prawn lolzz. i caught her in a xxxxxx(romantic position) with xxxxx (HAHA) and then pris and i had a loooong talk. good one (: hope you're feeling better dear.
today saw VK at sci fac canteen. haha. so far havent really seen anyone i know (except daniel who called to meet me (: i ran pcr and gel all by myself, and omg i prayed so hard, cus i exposed myself to the fumes of ethidium bromide.ARGH! no. God is my shield and protector ((: Ibelieve in God!
Galations 2:20 "I have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life that i live in my body, i live by faith in the son of God, who
loved me and
gave Himself for me."
yay memorised verses!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
-10:04 PM
what a day.emotional day for me !? as well as for my dear prissy heh.
Great week. Started attachment at NUS med lab doing PCR, Gel, mainly research stuff. so i'm providing free labour in a sense. no pay, no allowance. Monday was the shittiest day (because the moment i reached the lab i felt like shitting. badly. haha. thus the whole day was ruined. ALex my cousin first intro-ed me to the people, toured the labs and NUH service block. Read the freaking boring safety manual (!!!) and basically just watched alex do PCR and gel. tues was my turn to do PCR and gel. lots of pipetting, and strangely my controls didnt seem to appear in the gel. haha i'm quite paranoid at ethidium bromide (potential mutagen) so il'd take extra precaution handling it. wed and thurs, my cousin was sick so igot leave too. spent my day at val's house blogshopping!? and teaching her stats which she hates xxxxx haha. lump popped over at night before i headed home! we should spend more time together :/
ballet on thurs was great. unexpectedly.BUT i was like omg when sinasi stepped into the studio. william's not teaching us anymore cus of his injury :((( but i loved class, great combis.
fri was prolly the best day. i had to redo my samples since the controls didnt appear on the post-pcr results. Now alex would just observe and only let me know if i did something wrong. and i guess i cant stop laughing when ALex watches me load dna into the gel wells. because the wells are really small and hard to feel so must be really focused when doing that. but his comments, well are not funny at all (like serious) but i thought they were -_- and then my hand cramped while pipetting the 2nd last dna sample. lol i could see that he looked exasperated in a funny way. :DDD had dinner w him too.
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